I swore on a certain day in my life, never to make that mistake again
But here I am on my own again, as promises are made only in pain
To be forgotten on that happy day, when life seems simple
When you have good luck and cheer, that causes you to dimple.
I suffer and so does he, not sure how we agreed this to be
Also suffers the tiny love, with mute grumbles, maybe?
Their desolation can only be greater than mine,
Outwardly, holding brave front, within, seeking intervention divine.
Prayers so hollow, anger, aggravation, so mighty that can swallow
Our innate inability to be content, leading us to a bottomless shallow!
Our Twin faiths and gods yet to no avail, cries rising with rising cadence
Still, amid this zany wrath, love strengthens our resolve immense.
I count the seconds of this world’s mammoth contraption
To unearth the imminent, the future, the prediction
I chase an ever receding horizon, not hopelessly, but with a hammer and a nail
To pin it down on the spot I choose, when refreshed happy days will unveil!
But here I am on my own again, as promises are made only in pain
To be forgotten on that happy day, when life seems simple
When you have good luck and cheer, that causes you to dimple.
I suffer and so does he, not sure how we agreed this to be
Also suffers the tiny love, with mute grumbles, maybe?
Their desolation can only be greater than mine,
Outwardly, holding brave front, within, seeking intervention divine.
Prayers so hollow, anger, aggravation, so mighty that can swallow
Our innate inability to be content, leading us to a bottomless shallow!
Our Twin faiths and gods yet to no avail, cries rising with rising cadence
Still, amid this zany wrath, love strengthens our resolve immense.
I count the seconds of this world’s mammoth contraption
To unearth the imminent, the future, the prediction
I chase an ever receding horizon, not hopelessly, but with a hammer and a nail
To pin it down on the spot I choose, when refreshed happy days will unveil!
Lovely..don't worry it too shall pass..and you will be with him again and he with you..God bless you..believe for that's the only thing you can do...Love you Nadiya.
ReplyDeleteOh Sana... a beautiful write...
ReplyDeleteI can feel the pain, anger and resilience'....
But stay strong...soon the sun will shine on you and you three shall be out and about enjoying it....
with loads of prayers for three,
Nee
Thank you both for your kind words, support and love. Counting days and looking foward indeed!
ReplyDeleteApama, yes I will believe. Surely, our actions will take us to the desired result. A fruit you have not toiled to grow is not as sweet as the one you have, so will wait for the fruit to ripen and drop into my lap. :)
Even the darkest hour has only 60 minutes...Keep up the spirit. Later you will look back at these times that brought out the most in you...
ReplyDeleteLuv,
Sana..was bored in office today and missing you so read your entire blog again and especially this one.. Dont worry. The Almighty is testing our patience but he doesnt know who he is dealing with - Its US :) and we will WIN..Cheers and Love you alwayssssssssss
ReplyDelete...I forgot mentioning before...its a very well written poem Sana.One of your best till now. Sometimes the emotion conveyed becomes stronger than the creation...of course thats when the poet has actually won!
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